Steven LaWayne Nelson is incarerated on death row Texas. Here is a selection of his poetry:- A LETTER by Steven LayWayne Nelson A letter slid under my cold steel door reminds me that I am not without friends. How I have hungered for word from you. I anticipated your letter, it warms and enlivens me and I take comfort in it. I wonder what made you take that first step and write? What magnetic field first drew us Together? Destiny? Fate? Karma? Predestination? Recalling with a smile how cautious you were in the beginning Asking questions… How does it feel to live on death row? What is solitary confinement like? How do you stand the desolation? What are your thoughts? In the beginning you were a stranger, but somehow so familiar. Your supportive words reminded me of who I am. Seeing life’s simple beauty through your eyes moved me out of the darkness You brought depth and breadth again to what being human is. Our friendship was not a simple moment, but a cumulative process, it required time, demanded patience. Reading your letter, for a few moments I am enveloped in the warmth of your words. I discover the lack of boundaries. And yet, I realize memory isn’t quite enough. At day’s end As I close my eyes and relax, I feel so insignificant, so helpless. Yes, your letter reminded me that in your eyes I have worth and meaning Your friendship is cherished, keeps me centered, gives me strength. Yet in deep contemplation – holding a magnifying glass to this reality I realize that in the end I walk this road alone. by Steven LaWayne Nelson Texas death row DIVINE LOVE Trust in the fact I will never leave you nor turn my back on you. Trust in the fact Wherever you go or live, that I am with you. Trust in the fact I will always be loyal to our people of faith. Trust in the fact I wish to reside wherever you are. Trust in the fact In life and light we will never be separated. by Steven LaWayne Nelson Texas death row BROKEN!!! In all those around me I see There is something that astounds me; It is also there in the mirror, That thing that links us together, A genetic marker from earliest history Belonging to the whole human family I mourn it in myself I pity it in all else For every malicious and unkind deed For every evil and hatefully planted seed For every hurtful and mean word spoken It’s all because we are broken Shattered from a deep within Inclined to every despicable sin; We are hurt and longing for love Yearning for healing from above We direct our brokenness at each-other Treating one-another as enemies not brothers While our love leaks from within Rooted in every manner of sin Give pity and patience to one-another Loving them as sister and brother Remembering you are broken too Treating others as you’d have them treat you. by Steven LaWayne Nelson Texas death row FOR WHOM THE BELL TOLLS
A voice echoes in the dark with no one to hear trepidation in the voice A real sense of fear A man’s entombed as if dead Placed on death row An outcast of the world With no empathy shown a dead man in a casket Even he gets a string in case he comes alive There’s a bell for him to ring that man on death row needs a bell to toll His voice echoes in my heart so this poetic string I pull. by Steven LaWayne Nelson Texas death row
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Bill Clark has written many poems during his incarceration. Here are a few of them. More to follow. Listen to the audio below to hear Bill introduce himself and talk a little about his poetry. A Cell with no bars I can’t think of them as bars… If I do, I’ll lose my focus, my perspective, my sense of reality. I can’t acknowledge them as bars… If I do, I’ll lose my compassion, my understanding, my sense of humanity. I can’t endorse them as bars… If I do, I’ll lose my courage, my will, my sense of direction. I can’t accept them as bars… If I do, I’ll lose my individuality, my purpose, my sense of productivity. I can’t validate them as bars… If I do, I’ll lose my morals, my principles, my sense of integrity. I can’t regard them as bars… If I do, I’ll lose my hopes, my dreams, my sense of being. I can’t look at them as bars… If I do, I’ve already lost! Almost Dead I don’t see the day you see, The Day I see is bleak. I see bars, well armed guards, And things that make hearts weak. I don’t see the sun that shines, I don’t see the stars. I see pain, misery, And bodies etched with scars. I don’t see the flowers grow, I don’t see the trees. I see doubt, hopelessness, And lots of trembling knees. I don’t see the rivers flowing. I don’t see the streams. I see waste, deficiency, And men with shattered dreams. I don’t see integrity, I don’t see the truth. I see men who’ve lost their mind, And men who’ve lost their youth. I don’t see the happiness, I don’t see the pride. I see doom, suffering, And men whose souls have died. I don’t see prosperity, I don’t see the life, I see strain, emptiness, And faces creased with strife. I don’t see the day you see, Each day I see I dread. Cause every time tomorrow comes, I know I’m almost dead. Bill Clark PO box K-80703 San Quentin State Prison CA 94974 Hope Hope is our armour… Through hope we gain might It strengthens our heart And wills us to fight Hope is our shield… It’s life’s greatest buffer It wards off despair And makes us all tougher. Hope is our sword… It cuts through depression We wield it with vigour And measured discretion. Hope is our goblet… We drink from its lip We swallow huge gulps And not just a sip. Hope is our nectar… It’s more than a notion. It nurtures our being Like a magical potion. Hope is our feast… Our ravenous passion. We want a full platter And not just a ration. Hope is our light… It brightens our road Enhances our vision Which lessens our load. Hope is our future… Mankind’s greatest need Success is the flower But hope is the seed. Bill welcomes correspondence, and you can write to him at:-
Bill Clark PO box K-80703 San Quentin State Prison CA 94974 |
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